Messages from today – by Shiela Reed
Ever have those days when you feel like you should be somewhere else but you don’t know exactly where?
That’s me today, June 4 2019
I am trying to listen inward, yet focus on current tasks, and it’s all getting jumbled. Like the wires and signals are getting crossed. Sure makes it hard to “hear” and feel my true needs… much less really focus on an actual task.
As I contemplate whatever comes forward. I notice that there is a lot of “messages/information” available and I want so badly to just spend my day “zoning out” – but then write it down as certain things come in.
In my personal “perfect world” – that’s exactly what I’d do, maybe nap a little, take a walk, go for a ride with no set destination, go on a trail, go to a park or garden… and just jot down information.
What I’ve noticed next is that I kind of feel like I want to share the information, but then it’s hard because I also feel like I’m needing to be mindful of the importance for me to personally limit the use of the social media piece… it’s a strange thing to contemplate for balance. Being truly connected vs a fake sense of connection. What seems to be coming in for me is to ask myself BEFORE engaging in social media what my intent is and then create and stick with a boundary I set based on that. I’m finding this is a lot harder than it sounds! So for example getting on long enough to post a link to my energy work I want to share instead of “browsing” and wasting so much time I end up not spending time writing at all!
I’m not sure yet exactly what that means or the direction it is trying to take me… but to me it’s just another example of how I’m finding myself in a regular state of “contemplation”.
For example another piece of information that came in is the reason I hold on to things/stuff is to “have a memory”. Even though I already know I already have what I need from the “thing” or event or whatever… the parts needed are automatically “kept”/stored for my “use”/reference at a cellular level, so a physical memory is not always exactly necessary… that is probably more for a “feeling” – and thus reinforcing the false sense that we need to “hold” onto feelings for something to be “real”… interesting eh?
So what things are coming forward for you? One of my energy mentors Jona Bryndis wrote an amazing energy forecast for June that I’m already noticing a ton of things happening before I even watched it myself!
So I hope you too enjoy and find some support this month. It appears it will be a busy one so I suspect there will be much to write about.